do you know how difficult it is to feel secure in your looks and personality and overall self when absolutely no one has ever shown any interest in you whatsoever like yeah you shouldn’t base all of your self-confidence on other people but still there’s like always that irritating little voice inside of you that tells you that you’ve never been worth a second glance or getting to know for anyone and you can try to ignore it all you want but it’s still there
kinda weird that u can think about someone as much as u want and they have no idea
lurk w/ krossbones
#000000 & #FFFFFF
School starts soon and that means talking about college and I’m so lost and i have no motivation for anything.
And it means feeling pressure to be good at everything but cracking and ending up hating myself.
And it means watching my friends fall in and out of love and just having to watch from the sidelines.
And participating in school dances and events but not really participating because no one actually notices me.
And lastly it means one more year of this and then I’m done. I’m out. I’m on my own and I don’t think I’m ready for that in any way, shape, or form.
IF YOU KISS MY COLLARBONES OR MY NECK I AM YOURS
"ARE WE REALLY HITTING ON EACH OTHER RIGHT NOW OR ARE WE KIDDING?!!" The Musical.
I keep missing my chances and i wonder if its the universe trying to tell me that it won’t work. This is the second time I’ve missed the chance to get drunk with you and it upsets me because I just need one night to tell you how I feel and then we can just forget we even knew each other. I just want to have a good time in moment and then erase everything I’ve ever learned about you.
“If you find yourself thinking “Wait. Can’t say that. He’ll think I’m weird and fucked up.” Ditch them and find someone who responds with something twice as weird and three times as fucked up.”Jeremiah Van Guilder (via forever-and-alwayss)