I'm not negative, I'm realistic.
(Unfortunently this is my primary blog, my bandom blog is girl-you-loathe)

This weekend has been awful. I’ve been made fun of for who I am. I’ve been made fun of for acting on instinct. I’ve taken shitty pictures that won’t get me a good grade. I dropped my phone in a lake and lost everything. I cut my foot on lake rocks and got infected. And the worst thing is I stayed optimistic this whole weekend. Something I’ve never done and now it all just came crashing down on me.


Making out with a person for the first time is the coolest thing and the second coolest thing is driving home and getting aware of all the parts of your face where they were and tasting their lip balm on your lips. The third coolest thing is outer space.

Aug 31st at 11AM / via: dalloweeke / op: grimelords / reblog / 189,912 notes



When I say “please don’t take a picture of me” it’s not because I’m being bitchy and stubborn, it’s because if I see that picture I will seriously feel so bad about myself and think I am the ugliest thing on earth and sink a little deeper into self consciousness and hatred.

thank you

and before anyone says anything about selfies- those are controlled photos. 

Aug 30th at 2PM / via: moniquiieee / op: sxrreal / reblog / 306,619 notes


There’s a difference between wanting to change your body to improve and strengthen it and wanting to change your body because you hate it. It’s important to know the difference because one of those will destroy you from the inside out.

Aug 28th at 4PM / via: affectionate-kill / op: runningmandz / reblog / 12,471 notes



do u ever get really upset because you have a friend who is so mean to you and you would just call it quits but they occasionally do a nice thing

this feel

I have so much sexual energy held up inside me it’s ridiculous. But no one will ever know because I’m too fucking ugly to do more than be stared at.

Aug 27th at 9PM / tagged: alone. me. high school. depressed. sex. sad. upset. / reblog / 4 notes

(Source: posikick)

Aug 24th at 10AM / via: heart / op: posikick / reblog / 7,789 notes

(Source: insectic-a)

Aug 24th at 10AM / via: vorfreudde / op: insectic-a / reblog / 445,712 notes


im annoyed that i dont make time for study, im annoyed that my grades are slipping and im annoyed that there is nobody else to blame but myself

(Source: styleenvious)

Aug 24th at 10AM / via: done / op: styleenvious / reblog / 341,524 notes
Aug 23rd at 5PM / via: makemestfu / op: makemestfu / reblog / 1,341 notes



(Source: jaurmone)

Aug 16th at 11AM / via: mattyhewhealy / op: jaurmone / reblog / 4,220 notes


do you know how difficult it is to feel secure in your looks and personality and overall self when absolutely no one has ever shown any interest in you whatsoever like yeah you shouldn’t base all of your self-confidence on other people but still there’s like always that irritating little voice inside of you that tells you that you’ve never been worth a second glance or getting to know for anyone and you can try to ignore it all you want but it’s still there

Aug 16th at 12AM / via: headfirstforabadbet / op: jaclcfrost / reblog / 144,662 notes


kinda weird that u can think about someone as much as u want and they have no idea

Aug 16th at 12AM / via: cumfort / op: edating / reblog / 851,868 notes